Word of the Day: “wonder”

For 17 months, I’ve wondered.

Wondered where God is.

I was riding the bus on Thursday and decided to listen to sermon. My daily routine has become simply that…a routine. Get on bus A at 7:33. Wonder. Wait at a stop for 16 minutes. Wonder. Get on bus B. Wonder. Work. Wonder. Eat. Wonder. Stare at the ceiling. Wonder.

Wonder where God is.

Everyday wondering if this is the day I get freed.

I’d almost begun to stop wondering.

Then I listened to this message.

12 hours later…not only was I freed…but God showed me not only was he very aware of the last 17 months, but he’d been sitting with me on the bus that morning.

Here I am again…lost in wonder.